Thursday, June 7, 2007

What a Difference a Day Can Make!

Class today was so much better. The teacher told us that it is up to us what we read, since we aren't being tested on it. That took such a load off, especially since the parts I did read are so common sense to me. I also realized that one of the papers we have to write is very similar to one that I wrote for my class last semester and I can use most of it.
My second class was GREAT!! It is my Group Counseling class and we are doing alot of stuff that I am going to be able to use in my POINT class at school. This is the stuff I love. It's nice to end the day with a class that I enjoy. I always enjoy the experiential classes so much more. So schoolwise, I feel much better, but I still have this pit in my stomach. I just keep feeling like something is missing and I know what that is, but I haven't really done much to change that. This always happens when I get too busy and am stubborn about doing what I want instead of what is best for me. I know that I keep looking to others for approval, to make me feel okay about myself. I know I'm looking in the wrong place, but It always comes back to this and I know the answer, but I am sooooo stubborn. I have to make time for God and be still long enough to listen.

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